Friday, March 4, 2011

Ciplalex Brain-damage

birthday?

Heh?
No, not "heh." Today is my 18th Birthday. And regardless of those who have forgotten or those who will not forget it and congratulated me have, I'm probably really the only one who has overslept. I have not realized, and even now do not realize that I'm 18th
Not today. Not now. Still not.
When would you like to run around in a trance and everyone else tell you, you could have and would be 18th birthday
18th Full year. Play the lottery. Drive a car. Work. Signatures. Account.
All I have still not realized until now. I do not understand what it means. What does the present day. I just feel like I'm kidding me himself, seriously. My brain is not clear that it's my birthday. Argh, I feel me than I would have someone throw a cold bucket of water in the face, yelling at me and shake to make it "click", I jump up and scream shattered: "OMG I'm 18!"
No, is not the case. I think that only happens in a few weeks. Something called late bloomer.

Or in my case early detonator.
Do you know what my problem is?
The problem is that I have MONTHS before started to proclaim loudly cheering: "I have birthday coming up!"
And as I said, if you chew too long on a subject that haunts you it only, and is fed up. Maybe this is the case for me. The evening before, I have felt no enthusiasm. But: "Jo, I have birthday tomorrow." -> CLICK: trance.
Also I got my birthday gift a few days earlier. Therefore, since I had the feeling that I had long had a birthday.
The only love was that so many have congratulated me. Something I am really pleased.
But I do not realize that I am now 18, what will change that. In a way, I'll come to me like a coma patient who perceives everything around them, but can not respond.

something funny Did you probably know this?
A situation or event that is not passed upon you?
Strange, I tell you.
Just strange.

And on my eighteenth!

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